Oh hai!
I sorry for abandoning you guys… it’s just been absolutely insane this past week in both RL and SL… So let’s see… where to begin!
Well, building classes went great Monday and Wednesday, didn’t have class on Friday and none today. Friday was due to RL and today… well today I was just in mental breakdown mode… but we’ll get back to that.
Vie’s shows have also started back up, which has been keeping me very busy! I still need to get in touch with a few dancers who just haven’t gotten back to me and may put the classified back up to search for more. We played at some new venues, and some old ones. I still have to say that Cuddler’s Cove is my favorite, and Rum Runners… well I just want to shoot myself every time I go there from all the gesture spam. I actually muted some of the staff there on Sunday because I couldn’t take it. I had sounds off but they were using really spammy chat gestures and was in a bad mood on top of that so just hit *mute*
School is going okay. Nothing really last week that was all that exciting but I have a test in every class within 2 weeks. History test today (which went fairly well), development test Friday, and both genetics and physics tests next Tuesday. YAY April Fool’s Day tests. They better be frigging easy.
I was so dead this week. I started the melatonin back up because rheumatologist wants me to and it’s completely screwing with my system. If I take it too early I wake up at 5:30am… if I take it too late I sleep through my alarm. It’s insane. I’m hoping my body just gets used to sleeping, like that deep sleep, which is why I think I was waking up. It’s not used to that kind of rest.
My bestest RL friend Sabrina came up on Friday <3 She got here before my lab so hung out in my room while I was there.. she apparently watched Wicker Park since she had never seen it. Once I got out we chatted for a bit and then went to Pizza Hut (<3) then saw 10,000 B.C. OMG that movie was fking amazing. I order everyone to go see it! Some of her friends said it sucked but I’m guessing when they went to see it they thought it was going to be fighting the entire time and it wasn’t. It was awesome. The graphics were GREAT (like if you looked at the mammoths really quick you’d think they were real, cinematography was beautiful, I laughed, I almost cried, I jumped 10 feet in the air, and got revved up when there were fighting scenes. The story line was amazing, and I loved how they did it all oral tradition narration like. Okay, going to shut up about it now so I don’t ruin it. Just go see it, it was fab <3
Saturday things fell apart. I was so overtired and feeling sick that I almost lost it. Luckily Mordi came to the rescue! I im’d him about 9:30pmEST to rant and say hi since he hadn’t been on in awhile. When he figured out I was wicked upset he came to the show at 10pm then we hung out after. We came back to my house and just sat on the hammock forever…
About 10pmSLT is when I got the really bad news. My SL mom Kylie im’d me saying that we needed to talk. She told me she couldn’t make the wedding and I asked why. She went quiet and just said she didn’t know how to tell me so I knew something big was up. She told me that the doctors found a tumor on her brain stem and was going into surgery on Monday and there was a very big chance she may not come out. I just about lost it, and it stayed lost for the rest of the weekend. Couldn’t stop crying, didn’t know how to tell Danni and Ally, never mind Jo. I already lost her once, or thought I did at least, and really could not handle the fact that I very well might lose her for real. I could barely talk to her the rest of the weekend.
Luckily Mordi was still at the house with me when I found out and he stayed up with me until 11amEST. I slept from 11am till about 3:45pm when my body woke up and wouldn’t sleep anymore. I got a decent nights sleep last night since I was unbelievably exhausted.
Today rolled around and mom had her surgery. She’s up and online, though dozing in and out since the anesthesia hasn’t completely worn off. They removed 20% of the tumor and the rest they are going to treat with radiation therapy. I let out a big sigh of relief when I got the news because I was just freaking out that I may never see her again.
Sunday sucked. I had a show for Vie at Rum Runners (see bitching above) and my SL ex from almost 2 years ago had the nerve to IM me and ask how I was doing. I muted the asshole. He’s the one I dated where I thought he was a girl (Sally) and it turned out he was a guy… and 90% of the avatars that lived with or around us were him to.
I also went on a shopping spree at Last Call and spent another 900Ls there. I now have 50 outfits from Last Call… another 21 from Dazzle… making it a total of 71 outfits by Ginny Talamasca. I swear I’m not obsessed…
Last night I wrote her a long letter. I cried my eyes out and couldn’t see the screen half the time but got everything out that I needed to. Luckily Mordi got on yahoo not long after I wrote it and calmed me back down enough so I could sleep. I wasn’t going to post the letter but it very well may be here in a day or two in it’s own entry.
We bought a new house and have finished decorating the house and such. It looks fab <3 Everyone should come over to see it! I’ll take some pics of it soon and post them. I love Ace’s Spaces/Park Life houses!
Because of everything going on, the wedding is being postponed. I’m not ready for it emotionally and have more important things to worry about right now. I’ll be sending the notecard out telling everyone hopefully tomorrow. Thanks everyone for your support 
I really do love and cherish you all and so thankful that there are so many I can count on to brighten my day. I do not know what I would do if I didn’t have such a strong support system.
Time for me to go though. I think this post is long enough. I’ll talk to you all soon 
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So sorry to hear of the shower of crap you’ve been under recently, and postponing the wedding is totally understandable given those circumstances!
Hope things pick up for you soon
Comment by Loaf — March 26, 2008 @ 2:16 am