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ROFL! Anyways….

So shit has been busy in RL :O and I’m having trouble keeping track of days.

I moved out on Saturday… Sunday I slept (mostly)…

Monday I had a neurologist appt… went fairly well. She’s going to start cutting off one of my prescriptions (slowly going off it) so that’ll be interesting.

Tuesday I had an EKG and echocardiogram in Boston at the crack ass of dawn. I was there and back home before 11am. It went fine.

Yesterday I had a RL date :O Stayed on the cape for the night. Was pretty awesome

Today I drove home and sat on my ass and did some job hunting.

Tomorrow I have an gynocology appointment.

So that’s RL…

In SL has been nearly just as busy. Vienna concerts, loads of photoshop, HKE stuff, and various other stuff.

I has a new skin :O Laqroki ~ Anna 09 Portrait skin. It is teh awesomez!

Oh and someone has come back from the dead! Damion :O He came online on Monday night and I nearly fell off my couch. He’s coming on again tonight

I made a portfolio for the So Sweet Photography!

Ummm I think that’s everything in a nutshell Here’s some new piccys that have been photoshoppified! I’m getting much better at it

Marline = <3

JoJoBees = Purple

Then my Mig

All our textures made… all our lights up… portfolios out… WE BE READY FOR YOU!

IM myself or Amira Beaumont for scheduling, questions, or if you just want to see the studio!! This has been a dream of mine in SL for a long time and I am SO excited it’s finally coming true!!

OH HAI!

I know I know it’s a miracle! Three posts in three days!

So Amira and I have finally found a name for our studio (thanks Kaz for the name!)- it’s called “So Sweet Photography” We don’t have our logo yet but will post that soon and do an entire post on what we’re offering and the work we do

I started photoshopping work yesterday too! I swear it ate my soul…. Anyways I did a pic of me and another one of Danni… considering they are the first two I’ve done in this style I think they’ve come out pretty good

The one of me took about 2 hours (but I was also IMing and running to the bathroom because I was uberously sick yesterday) and Danni’s- well we just won’t talk about hers LOL. Took me well over 3 hours 0.0 it’s her hair! I had to fix all of it because the background was showing through. It still came out awesome though!!

I still prefer natural SL backgrounds… but I know other people would rather this style… so must learn it!!

Yesterday was my last day of classes… and it rained… and I got really sick (stoobid cafe food). Tonight I have a physics exam review then tomorrow at o dark 7:30am is my physics exam. After that I have a review for genetics then genetics exam is at 9:45am and Saturday I get to move home. It’ll be interesting since Dad still hasn’t finished the bathroom yet (it’s still ripped to shreds.. they’re redoing it and it was supposed to be done already).

I’ve also been REALLY up and down lately… like a yo-yo. One minute I’m happy as a clam the next I’m flipping out at a friend. It’s been like non-stop drama since Jo and I separated (though it has nothing to do with us separating, and it kinda started BEFORE we separated but the bulk of it has been after) and I just want it to stop. I’m really lonely, in both worlds, but luckily my kids are keeping me going. I don’t know what I would do without them They’re the only reason I’m still in SL at this point.

Okay I think that’s all for now…. will update later! Tonight will be physics mania (with a hint of Supernatural at 9pmEST <3 so happy my show is back)

TOOTLES!

I just realized that my daughter Danni tagged me to do the evil book meme 5 days ago (I know.. bad mom… not keeping up with her own daughters blog) so here we go!

1. Pick up the nearest book (of at least 123 pages).
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the next three sentences.
5. Tag five people.

“A female from a pure line with brown eyes and short wings is crossed with a male from a normal pure line. The F1 consists of normal females and short-winged males. An F2 is then produced by intercrossing the F1.”

Okay… so the nearest book to me was my genetics book (hey I’m a college kid :P)… and page 123 is a page of problems… those are technically the 6th-9th sentences though!

Anyways… taggage…. I declare that: Johan Yugen, Amira Beaumont, Lailanni Carver, Codebastard Redgrave, and Lauren Weyland shall do this meme as well!

Hellooooooooooooooooooooo! I’m not dead I swears!

Sorry I haven’t written in forever… things blew up and I stopped writing then it’s just been “okay today I’ll update” and I never get around to it because I get overwhelmed by everything that has gone on.

Short version of the past 23 or so days… been dancing up a storm, dealing with HKE school elections, building class etc, Jo and I broke up, and adopted a new little girl who left us 3 days later because she’s a scammer, and school is coming to a close so I’ve actually been having to do work.

I SAW CYLINDRIAN RUTABAGA ON SATURDAY IRL!

Oh shitz! It was teh awesomez! She was up in Mass from Georgia  to play a few shows… one of which was in the town next door to me :O It was at Filthy Fluno’s art gallery grand opening! It was a grand opening in RL AND SL! Cyl played some tunes and tons o people showed up. Here’s some piccys:

The RL Me and Cyl

Cyl singing

Oh, these other people from SL showed up… and look what they brought!

OMG I nearly died laughing when I saw them. They then put them on the ground and 2 people started slow dancing… and I go to Chris (a RL friend who came with me… along with my sister) “That’s not v7 dance that’s v3″ and about 30 seconds later one of the dudes that brought the balls was like “HEY HEY HEY! You’re doing the wrong dance! That’s v3 NOT v7!!” Yeah… that made me LOL for realzies.

Amira and I are opening up a photostudio! We don’t have a name for it yet… so feel free to leave suggestions! I’ll be posting more about it later.

Tomorrow is my last day of classes then I move back home on friday… that’ll be interesting.

Anyways! Imma go for now and I promise I’ll update this thing regularly again. MISSED YOU ALL!!

<3

Okay so my daughter AMIRA has finally got a bloggity blog and joined us! Read her blog here.

Danni also has a blog… hers is here.

Lai is also blogified.. here.

Jo has one…. here!

I know. We’re nutcases. But we like to make sure everyone else know we’re nutcases as well. At least we give you warnings…

Things have gotten MUCH better the past few days! Finally! Woooooohoooooooooo!

Thursday was okay… spent a lot of time just getting away from SL. It was rather nice and much needed.

Oh and GUESS WHAT! Amira came back Thursday night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am SO SO SO happy! It turns out she was in a really bad car accident (a drunk 16 year old hit her) and hasn’t been able to sit at the puter. She’s back though and SO happy! She’s staying with us too even though Ally left. In fact, she talked to Ally and ended up muting her because all she did was talk shit about Danni and I and wouldn’t stop talking about money. Amira feels bad for bringing her into the house but it’s not her fault- she had no idea Ally was a brat. She’s back though and causing havoc again! That’s why we love her though!!!

Friday was good as well. Hectic, but good. Had class after class and a migraine but after classes were over I hopped on SL. AnnieLaurie, a girl in my building class, asked if the class could come to her place before we go to the sandbox. I said sure. We get there and ZOMG! She threw a surprise birthday party for me! I was so pumped :D I really needed it. Only people that were really there was Annie, her two parents, Jo, Danni, Amira, and myself, but it still rocked xD Amira smashed cake up Jo’s nose as well as gave him some ‘fruitloops’ (aka went through mommie’s medicine cabinet and got the “special” fruitloops). That girl cracks me up.

After the party we had school. Student council debate was held and that was interesting. I was disappointed by some of the candidates who you could tell were not ready at all, but over all I was a proud mother hen. Danni kicked ass as I thought she would, and I have my other favorites in both VP and President group but I’m the adult rep so I’m not supposed to play favorites xD

Debate ended and SL died. That was oodles of fun. Took ages to log in and kept crashing and it was lagalicious. Now today SL is down and I’m just like ZOMG OPEN IT UP I NEED MAH FIX! I guess I’ll have to find something else to entertain me though….

Got up late today, was soooo nice to sleep in. Since SL is down I may go lay back down because I’m still not feeling all that great and I’m so over tired. We’ll see though. I’m just happy things are finally looking UP!

See you all laters!

So… today was my RL birthday… I’m officially *not* a teenager… and yeah, and it sucked.

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, ran late, and it was windy as hell out. There are two things that scare me… gusty howling winds and thunder- so I was not amused this morning to say the least.

Watched a started watching a PBS Frontline special about the elderly in my first class, how people are living longer but that’s not necessarily a good thing, along with interviews and their thoughts on dieing etc. Talk about a fking downer. They were talking about chronic diseases and crap and how they caught up with the elderly etc etc…. yeah… let’s not talk about chronic diseases…. I just turned TWENTY and I’m already thinking how well I’m going to actually be able to get around tomorrow.

After that came back and had to say goodbye to one of my best friends. I went into SL saying “I will not cry. I will not cry.” Did I succeed? Fuck no. I failed miserably, as did everyone else that was there.

After that was history. Most boring class ever. Fell asleep in it for a bit then woke up.

Got back and just avoided everyone. I didn’t want to talk to anyone or anything. I’ve been like this pretty much all day.

I have a physics test tomorrow too and I still haven’t studied. Hell. It’s my bday. I’ll start studying in 5 minutes when it turns midnight.

At least I got to have birthday cake after some ramen tonight. *sighs*

I may hide out tomorrow too. I haven’t decided yet.

I miss you Lai and love you so much! I can’t wait till you’re back!

And the drama saga continues!

Yesterday I was just in a bad mood, and Danni, Jo, and I have been sick of Ally’s obsession with complaining about money and how she never has any and how she doesn’t have enough outfits etc etc, so I confronted her about it. She totally ignored me and ran crying to Lai, who she told she was leaving the family (but not us), then IM’d me later when I questioned if she was even 25 because she was being completely immature, and threatened to report me to SL for talking to her ‘like that’ then shut up and didn’t say anything else. Mom found her later at Make a Wish Adoption agency making a new panel, she IM’d me asking why- I told her- she basically was like “fk her then”- and I announced it in the middle of adoption agency that Ally left US because we confronted her about how she asks for money 24/7. If I really feel like being a bitch (which at the moment I don’t) I’ll IM the adoption agency owners and let them know about her little obsession.

All I basically told her was that she was a grown adult in RL, with money in RL (which I know she has, because she’s told me) which she could EASILY use to upload $Ls, but refuses to, and then sits and complains to us 24/7 about how she has no money in SL and told her that I was sick of it and didn’t want to hear about it anymore- that none of us did. There is WAY more in SL to do than shop… especially if you are a kid. I mean, obviously being her mom, I do not mind spending money on her here and there (which I spent a lot for her when we first adopted her) for things, especially things she needs, but IMing Danni for $L399 to get an outfit is OUT OF LINE! I had the conversation with her after that about how she needs to stop asking for L$s, and instead of asking, she just bitched and moaned about how she never has any.

I’m sorry, but I kind of have more things to worry about than my daughters lack of $Ls, such as my SL mom who is not doing well in RL, and DO NOT need to hear about it. I’ve been MONTHS in SL with no money and had a perfectly good time. If you’re just there for the shopping- buy the damn $Ls or get a job that pays well- and don’t bitch at me.

So, she’s out of the family. Jo, Danni, and myself are all rather happy about it, although it’ll be weird having the house so quiet. I hope Amira comes back and doesn’t leave us, but she hasn’t been online in forever. We’ll see!

ANYWAYS!

Mom is doing better, I guess. I’ve barely talked to her, she’s having trouble handling tons of IMs I think. I did talk to her brother though and he said the brain damage is pretty bad. I guess we’ll just have to see how things go and keep supporting her.

Sunday was pretty good. Had an awesome dinner and the cake was soooo good <3 I got a GPS from parents and an IOU from both Holly and Anya. Holly is getting me Sweeney Todd though <333333 she just couldn’t get it for me for Sunday because it wasn’t released until today, so I’ll get it next time I go back.

Yesterday went okay. First class was canceled and second class was boring as usual. I got a ton of stuff done in SL (such as get the notecard written up for student government and had building class) and studied last night for Genetics test today. Ally left the family too, but I already bitched about that up there. Other than that things weren’t all that interesting (other than the drama stated above).

Today has been meh. Did well on my genetics test and managed to stay awake in physics. Went to wal-mart to pick up my pill cutter (mom got me the wrong RX >.<) and a new toothbrush (mine died this morning, have one that vibrates and battery ran out and it’s a cheapo one you just throw out) and some tissues (so I’m ready if another mental breakdown hits) and milk for cereal this weekend. I felt really sick too but since I took the pepto bismol I feel okay.

I also got Danni’s pictures for her campaign for HKE treasurer done today.

Physics lab tonight Really don’t want to go to that but I have to (obviously).

Lai leaves tomorrow and it’s also my birthday… not too excited about that. Oh and I have to study for my physics exam that’s Thursday, that’ll be interesting.

Anyways, it seems as though log-ins are working again so I can hop back in SL!

Catch you all later

P.S. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!

Another semi-emo post FTW!

Above is my darling daughter and best friend Lailanni Carver. Yesterday was her goodbye party and I almost stabbed everyone there because almost all of them were in black and acting like she’s never coming back. Well, she is coming back and won’t be  gone TOO long, though I’m going to miss her SO much. She’s always there for me to bitch at and she always makes me feel better. She’s been acting a lot like my mom lately telling me to get sleep and stuff. I love her to pieces and it won’t be the same without her around even though I know it’s only a couple weeks.

Update on mom too. She has her memory back finally but she’s still not all there. She probably won’t ever be back to normal from the brain damage, but it’s nice that she finally remembers us. One step at a time… we’ll see what happens, but it is a relief that she’s starting to come back!

This weekend has been okay. Eating dinner soon… and my sister made me a birthday cake! Chocolate with lemon frosting <33333 All packed up too so I can get back to school ASAP.  Genetics review tonight 7-9pmEST… will be interesting to say the least.

See you all in a few hours <333